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'##::::'##:::'#####:::'########: VIVA LA REVOLUCION! CERDO DEL CAPITALISTA!!
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##:::: ##:'##:::: ##: ##::::::: THE HELOTS OF ECSTASY PRESS RELEASE #283 !!
#########: ##:::: ##: ######::: ZIEGO VUANTAR SHALL BE MUCH VICTORIOUS! !!
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##:::: ##:. ##:: ##:: ##::::::: "Participles Are Perceptions, too" !!
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awoken.
touched by none. jolted from nothingness to a veritable overload
of the reasoning facilities. shocked, dismayed, and irreversibly branded
with the motivation of curiosity.
attempting meekly to use the familiar, unconscious, tools of
expression; systematically being blocked by internal forces. realizing,
with horror, that internal forces are the hardest to fight.
startled by the indeterminateness of a void. slowly filled with
contextual hints and wild flickers of ingenuity. mutated from blocks of
foreign meaning; vented through a previously unused but still friendly
mindset; dragged through the practical examinations necessary for
reality; emerged.
trying again; trying again; trying again; seeing nothing. digging
deep into a hole of despair. exhausting attempts at permutations which
seem less and less familiar. missing the broken unbreakable links
between former normality.
stuck. forced by threat of obscurity to transmute. left without
recourse. unpowered; destituted; bottomed; struck.
seeing thoughts move. watching interactions between others.
seeing no familiar reference. being relentlessly assailed by the
reminders of abstruseness. succumbing to jealousy; despairing;
panicking; despising.
tossed by animosity; wrecked by spasms of blind enmity; paralyzed
by inaction and disability. dispatched to blackness by a resolute
unwillingness to change.
awoken.
too wearied to repeat; exploring. manipulating the primeval
blocks of the previous context. discovering vehicles of expression.
forgetting the mistakes and the hate of the last miserable attempt.
moving. empowered by the not-so-unlikely merge of perseverance and
discontent; communicating; receiving; responding. freed.
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!! (c) !LA HOE REVOLUCION PRESS! #283 - WRITTEN BY: CSTONE - 11/12/98 !!