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Happy Wednesday!
Choosing 04/11 as launch date for my humble debut gopher phlog here at
circumlunar.space.
To do some impossible things: cut off my tot's internet, get him to
clean up with me.
To have three-five bags of crap to donate or toss.
To figure out if I'm that neuro-diverse that my social anxiety and
awkwardness stem from that, or from early childhood imprinting and
patterning.
To finish at least two-three library books and return them.
To write some letters. Clean the floor. At least one floor anyway.
To teach the kid resilience by patterning it when I never had it to
begin with.
To stop simultaneously feeling 'above' a lot of people ("Ewww you didn't
vote? Ewww you think a narcissistic, ill-tempered, diseased,
sociopathic old man who's gone broke four times should be president" <--
69% of US eligible voters) and 'below' forty-two people whose insular
group I can't integrate. If I post something on topic I might get 'pity'
acknowledgements but jokes and references are ignored. I wish my ego
weren't so delicate.
Marvin K. Mooney will you please go now! Web 2.0
"we're ignoring you because you don't know the difference between a meme
and a sign, even though you see both have exclusionary denotations."
"we're ignoring your songs because you like them."
"we're ignoring your movie references because they're black-and-white,
older than 17 years, don't have CGI, and have nothing to do with
fandom."
"we're ignoring your spreadsheet citations list of medical research
journal articles in favour of an ultracrepidarian who's vociferous about
his doctor's opinion weighing more than anything you can supply because
we choose politics over science, unless politics is instrumental in the
journal article's publication. Sucks to be you, girlfriend."