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Scared feeling each response before they're even said Reactions in my mind the feelings just as real I wasn't sure why have I been unsure? when there's a prevalence representing But there's backlash, true feelings of my culture? People are killed, jailed, sent away, spat at People are cut off, unloved, hated Many don't understand the value of the reveal It's not to brag, or to force, or prod Rather, to get support, to accept oneself, to cope, to express freely just as everone else can I've come to learn, it's not my doing, it's not my fault I come into the world as I am from my past from my genetics Not all of my past holds all weight to who I am I'm not "wrong" because of it - I know that now I can't change who I am or pretend I won't try to anymore, the methods - they're ineffective, detrimental, aweful and miss the point - there's nothing wrong with me Disorders, to be called so, must affect, significantly, daily life activities, some or all I live my life without direct affect from who I am personally It's taken me many years to realize, to admit, to accept that... I'm gay.