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Constant derating, degrading, berating Highs and louds stuck sounds in my mind nightmare music thoughts that scare, ablate constant wishes of nothing wishes that everything wasn't something that I wasn't the witness to many years, many it's reintroduced through the heart the heart is an open wound suseptible to infection making you unbearable, not yourself killing every part of you till you're almost dead inside till everything affects and nothing affects all at the same time till you're left wondering if all of this is worth it if you should be here you're brought back out but onlly on the surface you're trapped in a comforting darkness inside never wishing to come out until you're forced out and the hurt repeats.