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Like a brick\
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like bricks and weights and infections\
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anxiety and grave neurosis\
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like a word used but not yet understood\
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like pain\
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dull, dull throbbing pain\
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a hand within a chest\
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islands betwixt seas removed\
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galaxies and stars and dreams and space\
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a cursed book, curse its powers\
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curse my heart and curse my love\
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curse the peace\
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its wretched dove\
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incompatible, and duly forced\
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fault\
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where lies the white glove?\
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done unto myself;\
Love seeketh only Self to please,\
To bind another to Its delight:\
Joys in another's loss of ease,\
And builds a Hell in Heaven's despite.
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for This is true\
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I warn you all\
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to watch yourself before you fall\
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and tumble, tumble\
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trip and graze\
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grieve for all the better days\
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I can only be sorry