So I'm in the middle of applying to a new job, and I'm more excited than I've been in a very long time. I've known for years that my current job is extremely toxic, but now that I might finally be free of it I'm realizing just how worn down I've gotten.
Of course with this excitement is the fear that it will fall through and I'll be stuck in the hellhole. But if all goes well, I'll the kind of job I've been dreaming about for years.