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I have zero non narcissistic witnesses. It’s like she induced psychological and cognitive decay in my sisters and myself, my father is a certified guru worshipper and a psychological masochist - her (my mother)being a guru. We were truly kept in a cult like environment and she created us into masochistic personalities so she. could get away with her sadism. It was like continuous mind rape until you lost consciousness and then she would kept going, so we would never wake up and recognise reality. When I was 20 I got Bell’s palsy during “the mindfuck sessions”. Even that didn’t land, it was like my brain had no ability to recognise reality of what has been done to me- the most abuse was aimed at covert punishment for an attempt to name reality . “I’m 37f. I barely start to get some connection with reality, but it’s rather vague and I feel like I have been lobotomised.
Comment by theconstellinguist at 19/11/2024 at 20:39 UTC*
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Yep. "Mind rape" is exactly what they're trying to do. They're subverting really bad their nasty impulses. It's pretty gross. Even just Reddit shutting down when someone they don't want to be smarter than them is smarter than them is them subverting what they would do if they could. They're up that high in civilized society that out of control of themselves. They like having incompetent police because it discredits ethics and they like having incompetent, corrupt courts because it discredits the courts so they can remove all the stops and infest the area with double-corporate cancerous greed selectively picking court administrators, police, minorities and women that fit all their stereotypes (I got kicked out of several jobs only in this area because I didn't fit the female stereotype that all women are secretly fucking their boss for their job. I reported each one who tried every time and they're all on the record. One even intersected with an HR position where I actually tried to enforce the HR ethically and immediately got targeted for firing because of that, I wear that as a badge of honor, being the one HR person that was actually on the person's side for a short time. Because I didn't fit that stereotype, I had to be removed because my evidence specimen didn't fit the hypothesis. Complete failure science. Science that biased is considered worthless). In either case, it's *disturbing* disturbing.
Ethical intervention as some sort of popup government when facing this level of ethical gross incompetence feels like government is some sort of rigid trauma response that doesn't have the prerequisite resilience to diffuse when no longer needed.
Feeling like you've been lobotomized sounds like a dissociative response, potentially to pervasive knowledge sabotage based on identity wars by incompetent leaders. I've definitely been through that one.
Abuse and stress can cause cancer. Leaving abusive relationships is not just for the relational aesthetics of it. Toxic stress can cause sickness. You don't want some trash human trying to stress out your genes just because you're prettier or smarter than them or something like that. You just want to leave them behind permanently. They don't deserve you.
If you have no witnesses feel free to comment the behaviors as they come up on here. There's a few of them on here that come back and recommend with things they went through and when relevant I'll try to find research for their specific situations. You at least have me. There have been a bunch of truly pathetic top down attacks of my username and subreddit by Reddit itself, so if something happens just make sure you have my wiki in the "research Organizer" link on the sidebar under community bookmarks bookmarked so if something happens here you can pivot to where I will be pivoting to on here.
The CEO here really can't handle their power. I thought they could but they can't. It's become embarrassing and we're ready to ditch due to the potential for flunking increasing and increasing each day. X already proved it couldn't, which you can read the statement on in my pinned posts for this subreddit or in my username description on my profile page.
(Ironically I wrote out court as "corrupt" as a typo, but here that's pretty much what happens. "I'll take you to corrupt." And that's pretty much all you get out of it. Wouldn't recommend the Washington State courts.)