Realization: "Unworthy"

https://www.reddit.com/r/zenbuddhism/comments/1i27c6c/realization_unworthy/

created by minutemanred on 15/01/2025 at 20:46 UTC

28 upvotes, 8 top-level comments (showing 8)

When I bow to the Buddha, I look down. When I bow to the Buddha, I do not look at him. Why do I not look at the Buddha when I bow to him? Because I feel as though I am unworthy; that this entity that sits before me, will look me in my eye and see within my soul, impurity.

I *feel* as though I am an angry person. I *feel* as though I am not good at practicing Right Speech. I *feel* as though I am unable to practice Right Thought.

So, then, what do I need to do to be good enough, right here and right now? *Nothing*.

The Buddha will look at me and say: "Where, right now, is your anger? Show it to me."

"Where, right now, are you practicing Wrong Speech? Show it to me. Where, right now, are you practicing Wrong Thought? Show it to me. For, I can see you, right now, and *you* are wonderful."

There is nothing to be done, yet everything falls into place. *You* are worthy. *You* are complete.

Comments

Comment by gregorja at 15/01/2025 at 21:30 UTC

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As Master Hakuin said[1]:

1: https://www.rzc.org/library/zen-center-chants/master-hakuins-chant/

What is there outside us, what is there we lack?
Nirvana is openly shown to our eyes.
This earth where we stand is the pure lotus land,
and this very body—the body of Buddha.

Comment by Willyworm-5801 at 16/01/2025 at 03:02 UTC

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There is no separation between you and the Buddha. You are the same. You were born with Buddha nature.

Certainly, you are also imperfect. So is everybody else. Accept your flaws and they will stop bothering you.

Comment by cosmicdancer84 at 15/01/2025 at 21:00 UTC

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This is beautiful, thank you!

Comment by Pongpianskul at 15/01/2025 at 23:54 UTC

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When bowing, the one being bowed to and the one bowing are both empty. This is really important.

You think you and the Buddha are two separate entities. The buddha is better than you and is outside of you judging. There's more to it than that.

Comment by Soft_Pilot3412 at 15/01/2025 at 21:20 UTC

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Thank you for this

Comment by spidermans_mom at 15/01/2025 at 22:05 UTC

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Ah yes, Right Speech seldom arrives with only Right Thought. Being human is really something!

Comment by enlightenmentmaster at 20/01/2025 at 00:43 UTC

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Buddha nature is inherent in all living beings. It is the unrealized Supreme Bodhi. It is the unawakened Buddha.

Have acceptance and do not cause harm to any living beings.

Comment by ResponsibilityMean27 at 20/01/2025 at 02:45 UTC

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This sounds very much like old traditional Christian thinking. Are you a catholic?