Comment by ThePixelHunter on 01/11/2023 at 01:18 UTC

36 upvotes, 5 direct replies (showing 5)

View submission: The Truth about Semen Retention, Flatline and Trauma

OH MY GOD that was incredible. I'm in such an incredible state of euphoria right now. It's like the best cry I've had, but with no sorrow.

First my legs shuddered, gently and then harshly, and then my pelvis, my stomach, my hands, finally my arms, and then my legs and hips were swaying back and forth while my arms took on a life of their own. I was starting to sweat towards the end.

I started giggling, then laughing with tears, and as I write this I'm still chuckling and my stomach muscles are contracting deeply. I've always held tension in my stomach. My calves are always tense as well, interestingly. But right now my arms and legs feel like they're floating. My shoulder tension didn't improve, but I'm in no rush.

The wind-up period was a good 5 minutes, and I thought "This is just muscle fatigue. What's the deal?" but as I continued doing the butterfly exercise, I began to fully tremor and I knew I was onto something real. I tremored for 10 to 15 minutes, or possibly longer. I felt so amazing, I didn't want to stop, but I knew I should.

I was skeptical at first, but I kept an open mind, and I'm SO GLAD I did! This is very real.

At first I thought the tremors were psychosomatic, or that I was doing them unconsciously. I had to stop myself from resisting a few times, and just let it go. Every time I did, the body just took on a life of its own, doing wild and unexpected things, and moving upwards through the muscle groups unexpectedly. There's no way my concious was responsible for this. I had full awareness and could pause at any time, readjust, etc. but each time I surrendered, my body took back over and continued. I was concious the entire time, but every move was unexpected. I felt like a marionette. Absolutely incredible. And now I'm exhausted any ready to sleep!!

I've felt this kind of euphoria only rarely in life. Maybe twice. Both were following traumatic experiences. After one, I was actually shivering in place, but not from cold. Very interesting, looking back now. I understand what my body was trying to do for me.

This knowledge is groundbreaking. I feel like I've just been given the key to my life back. I'm free!!! I'm absolutely brimming with gratitude right now.

THANK YOU SO MUCH. I think you've just changed my life. I know some people who would be thrilled to teach this. I'm going to learn this and share it with everybody who'll listen.

I found TRE when you crossposted this thread to /r/semenretention or /r/pureretention. Thank you again so much!

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Comment by -onwardandupward- at 28/09/2024 at 23:58 UTC

8 upvotes, 1 direct replies

Can I quote you in a book I’m writing? I’m putting together a list of things that help people recovering from trauma and abuse and I feel like your comment could inspire people to try TRE.

Comment by Nadayogi at 01/11/2023 at 10:28 UTC

3 upvotes, 1 direct replies

No need to thank me. I'm glad you had so much success already and that you've found us.

I didn't actually crosspost anything, it was one of the mods at r/Semenretention who did it, although I was told it got deleted.

Comment by Zackillaa at 07/11/2024 at 11:29 UTC

2 upvotes, 1 direct replies

How do I start this TRE stuff or practice or whatever. I have lots of trauma from my parents and I don't want to boil like a kettle and harm my nervous system like he explained. I need this. Would love to feel how you felt as the trauma just floats and shivers away. Please. Thank you