I truly hate my life

https://www.reddit.com/r/depression/comments/1j8246v/i_truly_hate_my_life/

created by Death666moth on 10/03/2025 at 16:04 UTC

25 upvotes, 5 top-level comments (showing 5)

I'm 42 this year, been unemployed for over a year and have applied to over 3,000 jobs and not got any of them. I left my last job due to it caused me stress, anxiety and depression. I feel like I cannot physically do it anymore, all I get told is to get a job or get another qualification but those cost alot of money and time, I have zero money. Fucking hate my life

Comments

Comment by Live-Button1863 at 10/03/2025 at 17:27 UTC

7 upvotes, 1 direct replies

Hey, I have been unemployed for 2 years. I am 28 and left my job because of depression and anxiety. I thought I would try to fix myself and then apply again but I only got worse diagnosed with major depression and anxiety disorder. I lost my savings and I am getting pressure from family to start job again (they are not wrong on their part because of our financial condition ) I feel like taking my own life.

Who will accept me I have 2 years gap and it feels like getting a job would be a lot of challange. I am not confident in my skills too and this the anxiety makes go blank sometimes.

I feel hopeless too. Just feel so numb.

Comment by Pup_LunaOwO at 10/03/2025 at 16:33 UTC

3 upvotes, 1 direct replies

Same but 21šŸ™ƒ

Comment by Substantial-Top716 at 10/03/2025 at 16:37 UTC

2 upvotes, 1 direct replies

Disability ?

Comment by RenW4911 at 10/03/2025 at 17:39 UTC

2 upvotes, 1 direct replies

Iā€™m about to be there with you perhaps.

Can I ask how you get by with or without healthcare?

Comment by Librathrow at 10/03/2025 at 20:21 UTC

1 upvotes, 0 direct replies

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