https://www.reddit.com/r/SeriousConversation/comments/1h5ffkd/im_miserable_at_my_job/
created by Sad-Juggernaut-7629 on 03/12/2024 at 04:40 UTC
5 upvotes, 4 top-level comments (showing 4)
I’ve been working in customer service for most of my adult life with no gaps in employment. I’ve been at my current job for almost 3 years and I cry almost everyday at some point in the day because I hate it so much. Under normal circumstances, I can handle angry customers, I’ve been doing it for years, but in most cases, these customers are rightfully angry, all I want to tell them is that they’re completely valid and that this company is fucking then all over and I want to walk away and never look back.
It also hurts me everyday because I know that I should be doing something more creative that challenges my mind, something that I actually care about and means something. Instead, I say the same thing everyday, copy, paste, and repeat. It’s killing me. I truly believe that entering another year at this job will lead me into a serious mental breakdown.
I’m single with no kids and live with my mother, but I know that my mother would have an incredibly difficult time with the bills without my income so I’ve just stuck it out, but now I truly can’t make it through a single work day without tears. This job doesn’t pay a lot, but I do have a schedule that allows me to perform in local theatre productions outside of work which is my ultimate passion and the only glue that holds me together.
I want to leave so badly, but the job market in America is terrible and it’s not about to get any better. I don’t know what to do. 😥
Comment by howdidigetheresoquik at 03/12/2024 at 04:50 UTC
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Have you looked for another job?
Comment by whattodo-whattodo at 03/12/2024 at 06:22 UTC
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I'm sorry to hear it. Though it sounds like nothing in particular is keeping you at that job. I imagine you can't just quit and take as long as you need to find a new job. But I can't see what is stopping you from searching for a new job while you work this one.
Comment by Mystepchildsucksass at 03/12/2024 at 10:00 UTC
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How much exercise, fresh air and hrs of sleep per night are you getting ? How is your diet ?
All of those things can help contribute to a positive outlook …. Not that they fix the problem, entirely …. But can put you in a better mindset to get thru the work day.
Start looking for a new job - since that’s the only way you can quit the job you have, now.
Comment by Northviewguy at 03/12/2024 at 22:23 UTC
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Aim to get off the Hamster wheel of "Joe Jobs", for example get a trade ,
& or check out the Film biz via IATSE. If nothing else pursue the Theatre part time.