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View submission: I don’t want to live anymore
...I ask everyday
If only I had the guts to take action and end it...
Comment by M-la at 21/07/2024 at 18:05 UTC
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And then you feel even worse about yourself because you are so deeply depressed you don’t even have the strength to do that. Fie on whom ever down voted you. It’s your personal hell , and it was brave of you to share it. Please try to hold on to this if nothing else- it’s not that it takes guts to end it- that’s the easy way out. It takes true guts to fight and hang in there. By living, every heart wrenching, painful, atrocious moment you may be, you are winning tiny successes. It is ALWAYS darkest before the dawn. Some periods of darkness simply last longer than others. If you feel it is only out of gutlessness you survive, then please continue to live in an utmost pusillanimous fashion! Survive out of spite, anger, duty, or whatever you must. I wish I could say to hang in for yourself, but for now, I know that is unrealistic. But can one billion % identify with your feelings. You are not alone- but you can make it through.