• I had very vivid dreams that were exhausting, but I slept through the night. In one of them I scammed some AirBnB owners and they trapped me in their block with a spell so that I would grow old contemplating my mistakes. In another, I had to climb into a vortex of thorns to be reborn as a green giant that could survive the warzone.
• The dreams were so intense that I woke up with half my brain in those universes still, and I was dissociating so hard I decided to skip Japanese class. I could, at least, do my morning chores and personal grooming.
• I changed my icon on social media to Viktor with a beanie for the cold season. I used to love the fanartist, but I can't find their account anymore.
• At the time of writing this, I'm waiting for water to heat up a little so I can shower. Ever since I bought the lavender gel and exfoliant, showering feels really good and I look forward to it.
• My mother was angry all day and added to the skipping-class-guilt, it made me very anxious.
• I had a nap and I hope it's enough to keep me awake tonight for a little longer, I want to hang out with friends.
• I checked Tumblr for the first time in weeks. I caught up with my Dashboard, reblogged some posts, and left within 15 minutes. It felt good to enjoy social media without getting sucked in.