Today one thing really occurred to me - we really don't care that much about Jesus. He suffered so much *for* us and *because of* us, yet we just seem no to care or care only a little. We treat Him sometimes even as if He was a figment of our imagination, or at best - as if we had some more important things to do, thoughts to think about, people to care for and people whose opinion is more important to us than living close to Jesus.
Well... It depends, really. On what? It depends on what *you* really want! If you feel that you don't care or not care enough and you would like to start - than you're on the best way to do so. Just go with this desire of yours, pray, love God, try to remain conscious of His presence with you. That's one thing. The other is - pray for the others. Pray for them a lot! Don't yell at them! Pray for them, offer some sacrifice (not necessarily something *big* - just ordinary things that just *happen* to you and are unpleasant). That's the way!
On the other hand - if you don't care and you don't want to care... Well... I guess you wouldn't read that far, so maybe that's not the case. But even if it is - pray even harder! Trust me! I know, I'm just anonymous priest from gemspace - why would anyone trust me? I don't know. Maybe because I'm an anonymous priest from gemspace - I have nothing "earthly" to gain from your faith. What I'm saying, I'm saying because I care about *you*, *your* soul, *your* salvation, and because I care about the Church as a whole. I may never meet you. I probably won't. Still - I want you to be saint and I want the Church to be happy for you. And, what's most imporant - I want God to be happy that He is being loved by you!